One Mix

 

One Mix

She's writing this hoping you will read it someday,

And as she does this; her heart desires to see you one day,

But she's afraid her scars will be peeled afresh and so she'd rather not see you,  

Her  tears have dried up and she's no longer depressed,

And so she writes this with a sober mind and an objective spirit,

she writes hoping that you will hear her,

 

 

That Friday evening that you squeezed her hand,

 And for some reasons she was convinced,

In need for approval, acceptance and love, she fell for it,  

One kiss, one touch, one bed and two fallen souls found in one mix,

Her  innocence vanished; but more crucial her intimacy with God faded away,

she had become a culprit; trapped and entangled in sin,

 

 

And as she picked her pants from the floor; her soul felt empty than before,

Darkness felt thicker and her face coiled with shame,

She felt vulnerable and for the first time in her entire life; she was dying,

Our Heavenly Father chose her to live his word that dwelled in her,

But she chose to sin in secret and this will soon be reflected in her body,

She became a victim of her own decisions,

She felt lost and her eyes blurred; she couldn't see the light,

As she walked home in total despair; she desired to be free,

she's never prayed a prayer as hard as she did that night; pleading for his mercy,

She had lived dead for so long and the act that night was only a reflection of her inner death,

And as she helplessly fell on her shaky knees, she felt his mercy and grace touch her watery face,

At that point, she re-dedicated her life to God and was filled with zoe.

Briana has found her Identity in Christ; and she prays that you too will be found.

She's firmly grown in Faith,
Each day her heart's desire has been, 'Give me you, everything else can wait....'
Her baby girl conceived that night; now three years old is in good health.
She's always teaching her the ways of the Lord.

Key Lesson: God's unconditional love and forgiveness in our lives is immeasurable.
Sin has consequences irrespective of God's saving grace.
 

To be continued.....

Mwende

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